thanks for the advise. I have notice im been extremely stressful too because i can stop biting down my my molars. Perhaps these tears will help. What got me today was when my 1yr old was playing with this toy that plays this baby music ,she used to always play with when she was maybe 6-8months. And well i used to put her to sleep with that music. When she was playing with it i remembered how we used to be a family. And i burst into more tears because i remember how 7 months ago she took them from me and kept them away from me for 4 months. That did it. It brought me that fear again. I am still crying. How can i love this woman after all this?
