Why is it that when you feel the strongest and start feeling like youre finally moving on , I end up having having days like today where i am bursting in tears. As i am writing this im forcing myself to stop crying. Why am i crying for a woman that doesnt love me? Why am i so stuck on this marriage that is already dead. Today was sunday and it was the final day of having my daughters for my weekend. I dropped them off and i saw my W helping her mother put in groceries inside the house. Man she looked beautiful. She is so gorgeous. I wish i could just run behind her and give her a really tight hug and tell her how much i love her and need her.
I am at my house right now , and i am just having random burst of tears towards this situation. I want my family back. I have been strong but today is taking a toll on me. I just wish this situation was over.
