Hey,

After all that was said above and W comes home after her bachelorette party she went to. The first thing I notice is she is wearing a heart necklace that I bought her years ago.

She hasn't wore it in years. I didn't say anything but oh do I want to point it out.

She is feeling the pain from too much drinking and left to pick up some home remedy stuff.

Before she came home she texted me and it was about how bad she is feeling from all the drinking. I validated and STFU.

I guess it will be the same tonight, I have soccer, and just keep my distance. Its just so hard to not have hopes up right now, necklace is too much. I feel like she is wearing my heart... anyway, It might mean nothing to her. I even had to check her fingers, but still no ring there.

No expectations, detach and keep doing what I am doing if it works.


Me late 30's
W mid 30's
T 15, M 10
S4, S7
ILYBNILWY June 2015
In house S July 2015
W rings off Oct 2015
My ring off Feb 2015
Separate houses June 2016