My story job 9140 (3)

[Jb9140]

I'm starting to realize for the first time today that I've been focusing way if not all my thoughts on the affair or non affair that my wife is having. Bottom line is my ego is being jeopardized, because if she's is or isn't having a affair I must be inadequate. This is complete bull [censored] and I need to get over my insecurities. I feel like that character off Saturday night live. " I'm good enough , I'm nice enough, and gosh darn it people like me".