That makes sense. I've been very down because I've heard that H is still telling people we are getting a D and making it seem as though I agreed to it. I don't even know what to say to him. I want to bring it up that I didn't agree. All I did was validate him but not agree. Is that the only reason he is being nice to me? So that I will agree and make it easier on him?
I feel like I am going crazy. I just cried the entire church service to the point where people had to walk over to me. I feel like I'm crying blood at this point.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
