Lonely Hearts Club V

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Hi Rouky I am doing very well thank you. I still have some tough moments but they are fewer and farther between. My patience has returned and I am very grateful for that. I am very much enjoying the improving weather and the sunshine. My STBXW is losing her mind I think. I don't understand her anger as all of this was her doing. She is probably worried that this is going to cost her money. It is the only thing that ever caused her to get emotional in all the years that I have known her. I am getting appraisals for the real estate that we own and perhaps things will move forward with the divorce. I am still leaving that in my attorney's hands as I am leaving my cancer in the Lord's hands. My health I would say is very good. I am back to pre-cancer levels at the gym. On the leg press I am at 300lbs. My first attempt seven months ago I could barely do 100. My chest and arms are starting to fill out and my stomach has definition. I love it and will stay focused on improving my physical conditioning.

So how are things with you Rouky? I sent you a message over on your post. How is your family? Are your children adjusting to their new life? My S13 seems to be doing much better. I think that he needed to see me doing well. I have had my other two sons with me the last two weekends and I have really enjoyed it. Is your husband still a Jack A$$? What a fool that man is. If I could I would be in the UK right now begging you to just give me one date. You are very unique and there is something very good coming for you. We have to remember that we are good people and we are loved and life will be much better going forward.

I hope to hear from you again and I am forever grateful for all of your support and for always making me feel like something more than a total failure. If I could repay you with my life it would not be enough for what you have done for me. God Bless you Rouky and please stay in touch!