Hi NYG, the only problem is in this statement above. You can't is the answer. Pressure brings opposite outcomes to the desired results. Scared squirrels scurry.
I think what you are doing WRT your W is fine and I think things are going just as they should. From your end, I would focus on what you can do to build patience and live your life, letting things unfold for now. I also think your current level of need is something to think about, and painter offers some useful advice here.
Keep moving forward, you're doing well xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
