I second what Gwen posted. The Irish Prayer is beautiful and it does lift you up in many ways. I, too, am glad that you had fun w/your family and friends. Spend all the time you have available w/your girls for they grow up so fast. The memories that you make w/them will last a lifetime.

BTW, it's time to start a new thread.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.