10:30 wow. I too wish that for me. Ever since my BD its 5:45am lol At least I don't wake up in the middle of the night anymore.
you seem stronger and stronger each time I read your posts. Sorry ... not seem.... you are :-)
Your believing that your MIL is part of the reason for this madness may be true. I know it is 100% my MIL's fault. she lacked at being a nurturing parent and it did affect her children in adulthood. My STBXW didn't have a chance.
Sad thing is still today those MIL's don't take responsibility of their past actions. Mine told me she did what needed to be done at the time and no regrets, it made her a stronger woman.She also said that my STBXW has to go through this to make her a stronger person. My family torn apart is just a side effect and we will adapt. WOW
I think all LBS want to have our MLC'r back. Either for closure because the way we were dumped and treated is so unreal many of us are still in a fog ourselves of disbelief. You seem to be out of yours too. Life is not over for us in a way it is just beginning. I look forward to reading your future posts.
Irish
M51 XW43 (38 at bd) BD1 MAY 30 2015 BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text moved out Aug 2 2015 left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20) Her divorce Final July 26 2016 Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
