Hi Cali,
You seem to be doing well. I've always thought that your w is with the skanky om because on some level that's what she feels she deserves/who she really is. Just my $.02 ... glad you are in your own space and moving forward. Not what I would have wished for you, but loving your PMA xoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver