You staple on the right side??? I Wonder what that means? A rebel? A jokester? I will look into that
You sound good. Please don't hesitate to wonder if you are doing the right thing. No doubt you are. How is the place coming along? Are you feeling more settled? I can just remember that feeling of freedom from H spin once he left. It seemed S and I both fell right into a peaceful happy place pretty quickly. I hope you do too.
I pity the day your W sees OM for the dirtbag he is, and realizes what she blew. It may be a while, but something tells me right now is your time to just take care of you. You will get back to that place where you truly just enjoy being on your own. Its time to heal. Praying for you Cali.
I am on an ACTUAL computer so I can use this cool quote option .. lol
I think she knows OM is a POS, she always did .. but love is love and I will never understand it. But you are right .. now is the time for me. I fully accept this and have been awkwardly at peace with it. When/if she ever does wake up I am not so sure I would personally want to face reality .. she may go right back to sleep.
The place is small ... but its home, and things are close .. so I do not spend much time running around. I struggle with really loving to cook, and then there is so much food .. so I have focused on cooking stuff I can freeze and keep, so far its been working out .. I am on a serious One-Pot Dutch Oven trip ... as my FB buddies say "One day I will make an amazing wife"
