Yeah albac, I feel like H is avoiding the discussion also. But I'm tired of waiting around to find out when the money will come in. In my head, having bills together keeps up somewhat connected so thats why I've entertained it for so long. And H has told me a few times he will no longer be helping. I've stopped asking. So I'm not sure what else there is to talk about. I think he may be curious to see what I'm doing...but I'm not sure.
We also have taxed, insurance, other stuff so i really don't even know. I know the last time we saw each other, it was half bill talk, half laughter. I'd prefer 75% laughter and 25% (or less) bill and separation talk.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
