WW, My Addiction, Patience, and Hope - III

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Sandi,

Thanks for the words of encouragement.

I was nice to her in some emails today from work, as we worked out some budget stuff for the kids and easter. I put a smiley face in the email, and was nice in my responding. She all of a sudden was back to not being angry, and actually sent 10 or so emails to me.

I'll chalk it up to her not having much to do at work as people around her watched the basketball games, and somehow convincing herself that divorcing will work - we can be nice and civil, and everything will work out for her. Maybe it will, most likely it won't - but I won't be around to talk to her about it.

One of my counselors called me to tell me she couldn't see me anymore. It was a strange conversation, but she said she had to end our sessions, and referred me to someone else. Since the WW was seeing her, maybe WW said something that she would no longer see her if I was having sessions with her as well. No biggie, I still have my addictions group, and might find a DivorceCare group to go to once we move closer to the final D date.

I was going to work out tonight, but decided to scratch that and go to bed early, and maybe work out in the morning. My morning routine has been lagging, so a tune-up is needed.

I'm living one day at a time, or more like one week at a time. Excited that I might have my own place. Lots of little things to accomplish to get there, but I'm up for a challenge.

Talk with you all soon!