I'm not desperate. I haven't spoken a word to him or even driven by his house since I got the papers handed to me and that was almost a week ago. I talked to my counselor about it and she thought she might be able to help, but I have to get him to go. My rush was when I realized that he is off part of this weekend which means that ow will be here to see him. His days off rotate. Anyway, I just thought I might have a better chance getting through to him before she got her hooks in him again. Doesn't matter as I have other things on my mind now. This will have to wait.

And, by the way, I have been doing nothing. That's all I've been doing. As far as he's concerned I'm sure he thinks I've moved on and don't care. If that's not what he thinks, he should.


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it