Not too excited of another weekend sans H but, trying to think of things I can do to shake up my recent routine.
H said he was going to come by last night. I didnt expect him to come, but I said check in with me before to make sure I'm not busy. Usually he doesn't say anything but I was pleasantly surprised when he actually text me and said, "Sorry I cant make it..." b/c he was still at work and didnt plan on leaving that late. I had kind of forgotten that he said he would come by and luckily, I was out at a bar so that helped me respond easier. Go figure lol. Anyway, he said that he'd come by this weekend. I don't know if he will but it would be so nice to just hang out with him as the loving husband and wife team again. I don't know what he does on weekends but I'm sure he's having a blast.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
