My story JB910 (2)

[daybyday]

I understand that anger. How can she do this? Does she not care? Does our time together mean nothing? etc. Use the anger to detach. I do best with the anger because I can see what WAW is putting not just me but the family through and it helps me to picture moving on, even though I am still holding out some hope.
I am trying to proceed like it is already final.

Sad to say but this is long bumpy ride my friend. Focus on your kids and you and GAL activities and possibly her time alone with the S will lower her walls a bit.

I will tell you that the stress of having you both in same house at the moment is rough. When you do separate, at least you both can breathe. This whole thing is killing me with S but I am in one week and feel better than day 1. So it does get better.