Thank you, Ginger. smile

There is a small possibility that I can have the year I originally wanted and remain local, working where I am established already. Waiting for feedback to see if the owner of the place can commit to hiring me on a monthly basis. He wants to, but I don't know if he can afford it. I can tell from how I feel that it's what I would prefer. Also have my own place and not live in my son's guest room.

H wants us to act as if everything is okay until I leave. He talked to someone who invited us to dinner today (I've never met them) and he wants me to go. I guess it's his normal state of denial...

Should I go?


M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17