Thank you, Phoebe. I was thinking it was going to be good to get off the rollercoaster, but now I'm just sad and heartbroken. Giving up is just so hard for me to do.

I want to DB for the next 3 weeks and not show H how sad I am, but I have no idea how I'll manage. It was easier when I felt there was hope.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17