I swear there some sparkling somewhere...(4)

[Sparkls]

Well in prep for Match day tomorrow, I went out with my class and got a wee bit drunk.
It was fun. Apparently my sob story is going around the class and I got a lot of sympathy from friends and strangers alike.

I just feel like it's over at this point.
I love him. I want him to come home. But for whatever his reasons, that's not what he's doing.

I did have a friends' brother flirting with me heavily all evening. Very nice to have someone tell me I'm pretty awesome. Since I don't feel all that awesome lately.

I guess the one positive is I don't feel shame about this. He f*cked up. It's not a reflection of me.
But damn if I don't want to not go to bed alone tonight...