Ups and downs (II)

[JulieH]

Vanilla, I don't know what type of sitch mine is. Maybe a combo. Husband says I was verbally abusive. Dysfunctional yes. A bit lazy with house work, definatly. Abusive though? I don't know. I am not proud of a lot of the things I said when I was frusturated, that's for sure. I am doing great at holding back many comments I want to make now though.

I was hoping that my own mental state would not still be so dependent upon my optimism regarding husband and reconciliation. I am really hoping it is due to my lack of GAL and I can improve this.