Again on trip - and hardest thing is not to contact her.

Usually we talked or sent messaged at least 2-3 times a day... now it has been 2 days where I sent only 1 message that I arrived. And that was only because she asked me to.

Good thing is that this 2 trips (I travel rarely because of work) gave me a little time to get out off the home situation, and part of me likes it - to be away and not to get involved.


Me38,W36,D9
M 10y, R 14y

10/11/2015 wants to leave
25/12/2015 definitely wants to leave, makes plans
Jan 2016 started DBing
Feb 2016 sleeping in separate rooms
Sep 2016 sleeping in same room