So I realized the other day I busy every night of the week now except Thursday's and weekends. Weekends are fine as I either have my kids or I can chose to do whatever I like. Thursday's I have designated cleaning/ getting life stuff together night. So I am happy that I have something to do every night.
Ww has been civil lately. I respond when I feel like it and try not to worry too much about what she thinks. She had some questions about S3 playing soccer here and then "accidentally" called but then decided it's easier to talk than text.
We talked about activities for S3 and that I would check out what all is available while where she is has no U4 stuff for him.
She mentioned them going camping this weekend and meeting Sunday or Monday. It felt good to say Monday works fine for me. Hope the boys have fun camping I will call S3 later. And I ended it there.
She may have been temp checking by being so talkative or by calling. That's fine for her. My life is busy and I am happy.
There is times I miss the companionship from W, I find myself asking if she is what I want in my life though. I have been severely hurt by her twice now and I personally think that I am an idiot for considering wanting her back.
Like I said. I am lonely sometimes, those times are fleeting I find things to do instead. Summer is coming and I will be able to get out more. In the yard and into my garden and flower beds. Ball season is starting soon, camping season. Patio season!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
