Please hang in there Spark. Know that we're in this together and the longer we are NC, the stronger it makes us, the more in control we are and the closer we are to succeeding - one way or the other. I'm saying this to myself as I type this too. But as mentioned, trying to navigate the NC but need to contact b/c of important things situations myself. At least you don't have to deal with that...or do you.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
