truth be told, I have not smiled in since we broke up. I cracked one yesterday though when I got a text from someone who told me to smile
I shed some tears on the way to work, but it's all the radio's fault, because it knows how to play the wrong song at the wrong time. But for today, I am just smiling and saying something kind ot everyone I come into contact with today. It helps.
So much to be grateful for. I do have happiness in my life. I just have to work though the sadness so I can see feel it again.
I did fight very hard for myself, and I will not be giving myself away to anyone who doesn't recognize the value in that.