I know what you are saying and I am always calm in answering her. She is the one who raises her voice and yes I needto walk away.

The divorce is already in progress so waiting for the decree nisi to be given, not sure when. The divorce is happening and who knows if space and the realization of what is happening will change her mind.

I no longer talk to her about the marriage as she doesn't want to know. All she wants is me out right now. I don't know if or when to discuss the future if there even is one for us.

She just keeps saying that after she has her space, we can move on. I don't get it. Build on a friendship to where? Just so confusing right now.


I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?