Hi Love ... I'm sorry you are feeling a bit roller coasterish ... but it's not really surprising considering how close you are to the D. You truly are such a class act my friend. Ignore the pet names. Do what you can to just breathe through it all. Love you and am here for you xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver