Thank you all for your support, I need it! I'm trying not to make much of it. I think it's just wild that he has no idea that I cry everyday over him and our M. I know theres not one single action or anything that can prevent a D from happening but it seems like there's little hope huh b/c of his indifference?
I just dont get it...when we talk, it's not strained or hard. I try to stay as positive, humble and gentle as possible. We make each other laugh and instantly feel comfortable as if we're still together...even while talking about splitting things up. Well at least I have that feeling. Maybe its b/c I dont get that many interactions with him.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
