I swear there some sparkling somewhere...(4)

[Sparkls]

Yeah I haven't been able to get out of my funk. Took the dogs on an extra long walk and it just meant more time to think about everything.

I feel like he's pushing me out of his life. Why he's doing it is up for debate. (is it too hard for him or does he somehow just hate me).
But I just feel like if I keep letting him push me out, then what's the outcome? I'm gone from his life and he has no reason to second guess himself.

I struggle with when to say what I"m doing isn't working, as I've said many times.
Is what I'm doing a cheeseless tunnel now? And if so, what do I change? I'm not going to sit there begging him to come home (anywhere but in my head). But if what I'm doing isn't getting me closer to my goal, shouldn't I change tactics?