Hi G , this is so tough but it is reality so while I completely understand how your feeling , I was with W for 25 years , you need to move forward
W hurt you really badly but she did it once , you are hurting yourself every day , and you have to stop. Baby steps , GAL , get an activity that you enjoy and throw tyourself into that You are the solution here G , no one can make you feel better but you.
W has a journey to go on and she's taking it regardless of all else Maybe that journey has you in it at some point but not for a long time
I've read all your posts and your W isn't being cruel or nasty so be grateful for that
While I'm not in your shoes G , I am in mine and I've felt your pain and analysed Ws every word and action with the hope see would see sense but who's sense , mine or hers. I'm not a bad guy and neither are you but we have to accept that this is how life is , we could be in a wheelchair , blind , dead even and never have the chance to be happy again We have that chance so should we waste it or grab it with both hands
You and W separating could be the best thing ever G , who knows what in store for you Either way this is your reality so accept and become the best G possible
Think positive and follow DBing because it's the way through this
