I remember you going through that WII. You also made the right choice for yourself, and you knew inside when it was time to let go. You missed her and grieved for her which is also healthy.
Saw IC last night and she also believes what I did was a very emotionally healthy thing. She said even the time when I remained cautiously and hopefully optimistic despite the issues was healthy.
I like that I am finally somewhat emotionally healthy. Even if things don't turn out the way I hope, I've got my health, lol!
