Still hoping for progress II

[daybyday]

Thanks guys. Yeah Tim there are the normal teen problems with this stuff thrown on top of it. I have tried to let him no that I will always be here for him if he wants to talk.

Just reminiscing a lot today for some reason and it really sukcs. Up, down, up, down, repeat. That's how my days go.

I just have this scary feeling that she is trying to ease me into this thing. She hasn't been mean or angry. That's the scary part. Same old fears, just resurfacing again today. Tomorrow I may be angry again or just ok.

Plus I have to redeem my birthday gift on Monday. You get a colonoscopy from your doc on your 50th birthday. Yay...