Mustardseed- Yes I keep all my important stuff at my moms or best friends house. Only thing he can find here is divorce papers, and if he finds them then I really do not care. He wants one anyways.
I talked to him last night and today.
Last night he texted me late last night and I just replied with kids are good, sleeping and they had a busy day out. Left it at that.
Today he texted me How are my babies. (He is starting starting to ask 2-4x a day everyday.)
I dialed his number on the phone and Let D5 call him. She talked then s3 talked and s3 hung up
He called back so I took it. H- hey I wanted to talk to you. I forgot to tell you x and I put in for days.
Me-okay what days? Should I put it on the calender(me thinking vacation days)
H- no..day shift. We think We need a change. Try something new.
Me(IN MY HEAD) :ARE YOU F-IN KIDDING ME. I BEGGED YOU TO GO TO DAYS SO YOU COULD BE HOME FOR DINNER AND WITH US. YOU TURNED DOWN DAYS 4TIMES IN 2 YEARS YOU POS. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU HOME EVERY NIGHT TO HELP PUTNTHEM TO SLEEP BUT YOU SWITCH FOR YOUR SL-T BAG SO YOU CAN HAVE 7NIGHTS A WEEK OFF INSTEAD OF ONE.REALLY..REALLY.
Me-oh well I have to go finish getting kids ready so ill see you tomorrow
H- why are you rushing off, why do you sound so pissy
Me- I'm not,I'm trying to get the kids packed and ready for school and I'm busy.
H-I'm trying to talk to you and you are just being pissy
Me- Is there something else you need to tell me ?
H-well no..but..like..
Me- Alright well I'm busy taking care of the kids. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
H- breathing into phone but refusing to talk - usually id cave and be like fine what do you want to talk about etc
Me- ok well I'm hanging up..Byeeeee (can't say I hung up on him )
I probably was colder then I should have been and a little mean but I'm just.. I don't even know people.
