I swear there some sparkling somewhere...(4)

[Sparkls]

I don't think he's my reason for being, I just want him in my life. I know he's flawed but I don't care, I want him around anyway, ya know?

As for this week: I don't know since all of my friends are married and have family coming in for match, they will largely be spending time with their fams.

I can't shake this feeling that what I'm doing is wrong. Not talking to him, not trying to keep him a part of my life. Mind reading alert but if he did do it because it's hard to see me, shouldn't I keep the pressure on, keep showing him who he's walking away from? If I keep doing what I'm doing, aren't I making it easier for him to ignore me and run away?