Funny you mention that stuff, I've been experiencing those epiphanies as well.

I think DB gives us the tools to detach and to think with clarity. When we are buried in so much emotional pain, we lose sight of logic.

We simply want the pain to go away so bad, and we think our WAS is the only antidote.

Not only that, but we also put the WAS on that damn pedestal and start to worship them like they are God's gift to us.

I think you are detaching, Broke. It will come in stages, not all at once. Keep doing what you're doing, I think you are on to something.