Still hoping for progress II

[daybyday]

Thanks all for feedback. I t doesn't feel right at this moment although the space would be great.

Today is back to sad dbd. Damnit! I just want to call her and say, please come home! I know that's not going to happen and I will not do it but that's where I am at today. Also had S13 last night and he will be with W next 3 days. That doesn't help the sitch. Plus he was grouchy this morning and dragging feet. It is a constant struggle with him, and I am doing well at being understanding how rough this is for him too, even though he hasn't said anything.

W called me last night but I didn't answer it. She texted me that she forgot that I had went to grocery store. Later around 10pm she texts me again to tell S13 to remember to bring a green shirt for thurs. I texted back "ok. what is the green shirt for?" Its St patricks day she said. "Me. Duh" She "lol. don't want him getting pinched. lol"

I guess that little bit of interaction kind of creates my expectations again and that is not good. But it felt good with the lighthearted texting. That was the US of old. Man I want that back.