Sotto-- You do 'sound' strong in spite of the circumstances. I wanted to write how awesome a girls nite out must have been, as I could desperately use one, but if it's not what you want and need right now, then find something else to fill your social calendar.
H and I keep dropping the pet names too. I don't call H out on it, but he does. He'll give me a look, and say "Really?" I just shrug and say "It slipped. Its been 21 years," and go about my biz. I can see how it would annoy you tho. Rd has a good point-- maybe its the one little thread he can hang on to, cuz hes losing you fast. Idk. Who knows! ?
Hang in there girlfriend. You got this-- whatever "this" is!!
Me 47 H 49 S18 S15 M 21 BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16 Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16 BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16 Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June H leaves 5/7/16