broke, Tim, thanks for checking in, I really appreciate you guys more than you know.

I hit a wall this afternoon that was unanticipated. I feel awful and have to pull myself out of it. I think the weight of stress I was ignoring crashed down on me.

My Mother took up most of the afternoon and evening - there are things going on with her that would be enough stress by itself and I've never even brought up here. So I took care of her and avoided a lot of other things.

I wanted to start to go through everyone else's threads to check in - and barely got through CWOL's.

The depression of the W going off for a week with the OM is something I need to move past - I'm going to go up and see if I can sleep, and get some serious exercise tomorrow. I'll check in then and see how everyone else is doing and try to not concentrate on me.

I just wish the W would be true to her word (well one of them) and let me care for the dog while she's gone. I have no idea where the dog will be. Could I find out? Yes, but I refuse to do that. I've detached 100% and won't be going back. It's quite liberating actually.

Have a great evening, I'll be back soon.


Me: 58
Her: 59
Kids: 0
Dog: 1
ILYBINILWY: 9/15
D Bomb: 1/11/16 (found out filed)
Verified OM: 1/11/16
Moved out: 1/11/16 (thought it was temporary)