Thanks G8r. I have dogs too. Three German Shepherds. I have father and son and my wife's who she did not want after she pooped on the floor at WW's new place. Both mine are trained, Father dog is trained in obedience, off leash obedience and bite. Unfortunately, he is getting old and has bad health. Son is obedience, off leash obedience and tracking (partly). We never finished the tracking cause the trainer had other stuff to do. WW's is just jolly and happy. She knows how to lay down but is naturally protective. Great thing about dogs is no matter what WW says to me they still love me.
Glad you like the work out. It is geared to judo and wrestling and not building tons of muscle but just building a bit and refining what you have.
I see what you are saying about intimacy. I just recognize that it is going to be quite sometime before I can be open with and trust a partner. My biggest fear is she comes back and I just can't get over the A and I am the one who has to walk away. As far as a new relationship, honestly while I don't want that, it would probably be easier to open up to and trust a new partner. But that is not what I want.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16