Now what?/ One Day at a Time

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We now interrupt this regularly scheduled MLC with H telling me tonite that he is not ready to give up on us.

The convo started with him telling me he still thinks I should go to Mexico. I said it'd be too hard for me. He blabbed on about it, and me just saying I'll think about it. Then he went into he's struggling with this (meaning us.) And he's been thinking of all the things I have said and been saying. He launched into an anology using Mt. Eversest... How hard it is to get to the top, and some don't, but they are so close.

I am nodding, and validating, and understanding, and appreciating his honesty. Then he says he's not ready to give up on us. Man-- you could have knocked me over with a feather!! Not sure what came after that. I may have blacked out for a minute. Then he just segues into his biz trip. He helps me clean up dinner and says good nite.


Ummmmmm... I was not in way, shape, or form ready for THAT kind of BD!!