Thanks for weighing in. Today I was very irritated and angry for no reason in particular other than the mountain I drag along with me everyday.. But I'm remaining patient. We have so many time sensitive things and we left on such a nice note when I saw him. What happened?! I almost feel like a child in all of this.
He lives a few blocks down but I don't even know the address. I just feel so excommunicated from his life. I'm so confused. 8 months later, I still feel out of my mind, missing him and wanting my M. This is on my heart.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
