Wow, mind is blown 15

[Uphill]

Yes, I had seen some positive shifts. Then a major pullback. Now it's kinda just what it is again. XF is very neutral. Not really mean to me, but not very friendly either. That week plus a little while back just felt so right. Joking around, texting about life and just whatever. Having deep conversations about everything that has happened and how we could go about fixing... Then it's like deja vu, back to limbo. It will get easier again. I was seriously feeling by like I was ready to move on and that's when she had come around. If it goes that route again, maybe I will? Who knows. I'm just babbling because my head is like scrambled eggs today haha. Time for bed!