Have you studied anything about MLC besides what's in DB or on these boards? What you described are not triggers. There are 6 specific ones that set a person down this path. It would give you a better insight to your sitch rather than just saying it's an MLC.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
