I swear there some sparkling somewhere...(4)

[Sparkls]

It's not so much mind reading as trying to read the future.
But I do know H incredibly well and he's stubborn and he catastrophizes everything and everything is black and white.
And his black and white right now is that it won't work between us. That he's going to move to Colorado.

I just have to make it through the next 2 weeks and then I'm going to try and go back to CO myself and see my family, get out of PA.
Maybe I'll find some hope there. Cause here, it's just stagnant air of hopelessness.