Broke- I think finding out, thinking that he is, or knowing about trips with the OW are the worst. I know how much it [censored]. Try not thinking about it. Fl isn't that great,I live here. It is so hot and sticky outside today. Yuck.
I am really glad you had a great day with S12 golfing. That is good mother son bonding. I took S3 out to breakfast with my girlfriend and her 2 kids while D5 was in prek. It was nice to be out with another adult.
Lots of hugs and love- Hopefully the rest of today looks bright and cheerful for you!