Yes, and while we have this time we must use it wisely. It's hell not knowing what our future may hold for us. Everyday we all hold on to this little sliver bit of hope praying that what we learn works to save our M, but if it doesn't at least we come out a better person in the end. It's tough for all of us, and that's why i love this forum. Everyone is here to support one another, and the advice given goes along way.