Red,

V is on point. Husband is controlling you from a distance. His fantasy, living out in real time, is still happening.

What is most important?
YOU AND YOUR KIDS.

TXHUBBY is also on point. Crush his n&%ts.

Go dark. Make him go crazy in thoughts of what you're doing. Really, this HAS to happen. Untenable situations can't go on for any length of time.

WE want you happy and safe. Neither is happening right now.

L up. Don't be malicious, but it's time to protect yourself and your kids. Your feelings are going to betray you. Rely on BELIEFS. I believe life is worth living. That I love my kids more than anything on earth, and will protect them. That I'm worthy of respect and honor.

Do you have God in your life? If not, something to think about. Get some anchors to moor the ship to.

Keep posting.


M46, EXWW46
M15 T17
D20, S19, D13
M - Addiction since 1998
W EA/PA #1 2013/2014
W EA #2 June 2015...
BD 1 Big D talk 9/15
BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15
Served D 1/22/16
Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)