So Much Time is Passing By Pt. II

[HopeRB]

Thanks for those kind, uplifting words Thornton. This morning was a bit tough, but I pulled through and getting on with my day.

Zues, your words are always truth daggers and you're right, there can always be hope, but no guarantee. I feel like I'm ready to drop the rope. No I'm not. I don't know. I'm sad without him. I know you're also right that timelines involved in this sort of thing are longer than I think. What took years to break down will take a long time to build up. Just hope he doesn't forget about me or move on without me as his wife. I don't even think H knows where his road leads. Last time I saw him, he said he doesn't know what he's doing with his life.

NC causes alot of pain when you've talked/slept with this person everyday for so many years. And I can't help but have future projections and think 8 years ago, I never thought I'd be here and now where will I be in another 8 years. I really hate all of this but I have faith and trust in the process.