I wonder if he wants someone who doesn't have their sh*t together. The one time I saw more of H and less of WS, he did mention that I'm stronger than her. I asked if that was a good thing and he said something along the lines of "Of course." Of course, when WS reared his head the next day, he would same something about how because I'm strong, I'll be just fine without him.(trying to not listen to anything he says! but damn it's hard) I also feel that some of his indignation towards me is that I would push him to get his sh*t together and he didn't appreciate that. Perfect example is the drivers license thing. Ive been helping him get it figured out for damn near 4 years and he just always drug his heels. Now, suddenly, he's getting it done.
Woke up this morning and just kept thing "please come home." It's pathetic. Dad's opinion is that if he comes back, its going to be before I move. (Of course, he's not exactly a relationship expert)
And the rain isn't helping my mood.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward