Way Too Late Pt 3

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Thanks broke, Thornton, Tim - my friend got pretty indignant that I was upset he did this, suggesting I look in the mirror. I just asked him again and tried to explain the WW would see it as me putting him up to it. Feel free to talk to her about anything but us. I explained that she even felt I put her parents up to talking to her - putting them in the middle - when they're sentient beings capable of their own thoughts and emotions. Rational thinking and logic are out the window with the WW.

I haven't slept all night, finally got up about 4:30 and am getting ready to go to court soon. I don't even have anything to carry all these files in - it's pretty pathetic.

I'm not sure what to expect at all today - I sort of wish my lawyer had talked to me about it just a little. Maybe they just assume you know - but I'd sure like some bedside manor. I suppose today will be telling if I switch or not.

Thornton, I'd really like to believe it's early in the process. But as I've said - I'm having a hard time thinking of reconciliation when everything we've built together is about to be liquidated. I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to feel after court today. I might be ready to throw a match on it.

I'd have been feeling so much better if there hadn't been that $%&* glimmer of hope the WW threw out there - and still can't believe it happened. Or why.

I'll check back in after the ordeal. Thanks for sticking with me.