alrighty... things are moving... in which direction I don't even care but they are moving... here is our recent convo:
WW: How do you want to go about everything? I printed out D papers months ago but never gave them to you because I just couldn't. I just don't even know you want to go about this or how you feel. I know it's been a while and I don't want to drag it along.
Pinn: Welp it has been a while. I mean this is not what I want but I respect your decision. I still think we could have something special but I won't stand in the way of things. I think that since this is what you want, you should be the one driving it. So if you want to get together and figure out where to go from here I am OK with that.
WW: I mean, I'm not happy about it but its hard knowing how you feel when you're telling me how great you are and telling my family you have never been better when they ask. It send me mixed signals on how you are (say what?). Don;t get me wrong, I want everything in your life to be great it's just that I don't want to delay it if you need to move on.
WW: Trust me I'm not good with it and I haven't given them to you because I haven't felt ready to but I didn't want to mess up your life because of my own feelings.
then some more stuff about getting together to talk about things....
